Isolation vs. Consolidation

Before last night I saw everything with as isolated objects, feelings, thoughts, assumptions, moods, brain, heart, subconscious activities, and every entity with in those as isolated objects also. This way of thinking constantly created mass confusion in my head because there were too many objects affecting my awareness to keep track of. I saw everything as opposing forces if they had even the slightest difference in the direction in which they moved in. The only good thing about thinking this way was I had an excellent grip on what was going on in me and where all the affects on my awareness or conscious self were originating from (excluding the fact that its harder to understand yourself than it is to understand other people because of our own defense mechanisms and depending on issues of significance and security). Now I just take my awareness as more of a whole and only if something is affecting my awareness to the point of altering perceptions do I investigate where the affect is originating from. It always me to function with less friction, so I’m not thinking that theirs some massive battle between my conscious and subconscious. I don’t even really know why I think on these thing so much anymore, their more of old Yoga and Kung Fu teaching blending into my psychology classes. They are somewhat useless techniques I should problem just journal more, but in a left brain mood, which I am not currently in, they are fun to think about. Revisions to come later.