Back from the TO

Well I'm back from Toronto, I'll post about the trip 2morrow, it is like way to late right now for me to even think str8.

Oh you guys might have noticed the rather crude and negative commenter, would you all please give them a big hug for me. I think they had some absence of love in their life.

Naruto

I'm gunna miss the 127-128th episode of Naruto, while we're in Toronto^o^ nooooooooooooo.... lol I'll put up a nice big post about the trip when I get back

My name and I

“Read them 1 Peter 2;13 and Romans 13:1!” – Justice “Why should I, not like the unjust would listen to me” –Myself “Those words aren’t for the unjust but for the just, the only words I have for the unjust are reading them my judgment of their lives after I rip out their throats” – Justice “I have also committed injustices, you would also rip out my throat? Do you have no compassion, no forgiveness?” - Myself “That is why I wear a blinder, so that I will not be inhibited by emotional attachments. Have you not seen my statue, I judge with an unbiased mind.” – Justice “But you must be biased because every society has a different form and view of justice” – Myself “But do societies have the right to judge each other by their own view of what is just?” – Justice “I see, you are complete logic” – Myself “Unlike you who is cursed with compassion” – Justice “You see it has a human emotion, I see it as understanding. By understanding why someone did something have I not shown them compassion?” – Myself “So it’s a completely inert emotion for you? Only to help you understand?” – Justice “No I can carryout helping people feel compassion, but most are in denial and it is their choice alone that will free them.” – Myself “Do I hear an injustice?” –Justice “Yes, I’m a hypocrite, I hurt people, I have committed many injustices, so does that not make me normal?” – Myself “Justice does not waver, not even for you who thinks so highly of us, Justin.” –Justice “Tell that to my Father” –Myself

Bombastic Love...It's a good song...

I'm sure you all were eagerly anticipating my story about how my fingers were sliced, sorry to disapoint u, I didn't really make it funny. I'll retype it later when I get pictures.

We had a youth lockin on Friday night, omg it wore me out. We did games till like 4 in teh morning. Like a mine field we had to crawl under, a rope we had to repel across the church lake with, boat races in the lake, donut eating, rope climbing, and climbing over walls. It was so fun and I really think it brought the youth group together alot more. I got to know alot more of the teens. Me and Jose were the two team captains, we had about 20 people in each of our teams, only about 40 people showed for teh lockin:( . MY TEAM DOMINATED, GO WEST COAST BEACHED WHALES!!! oh, I did not pick our team name... NATHANIEL!!! WE won all the events exept the donut eating thing because one of our members was a lil to short to reach the donut. Being team captain was fun, I became very focused on keeping my team together, making everyone participate, and making sure everyone was having fun. Although sometimes I did get a little competative with the other team. Our first event was the rope climb, which Jose's team got the right idea with first(help the girls up by boosting them)the guys had all wanted to show off and climb up, but they soon learned and everyone began thinking of everyone elses strenghs and weakness then putting that into a plan. The only thing bad about that one was that I didn't use gloves so I got bad rope burn. So when we got to the wall all the girls were already in the front waiting for the guys to boost them then the guys went over. Then in the mine field the girls really pulled ahead of the guys because they were more slender, they could fit under the ropes easily. We then moved on to the donut eating contest, Kevin had told me to pick out a boy and a girl before he even told us what we were doing next, I had thought it was the repeling over the water so I picked athletic people(who were not so good at eating donuts. We lost that one but everyone celebrated our team mates after it was over. The next was the repeling over the water, which I was mortally wounded on. No not really, my team went first so I had Kevin do it first to show everyone else how it was done. He shot off a little to earlier and I still had a yard line wrapped around my fingers and tied to him, so it ended up cutting me almost to the bone, but I didn't notice until after I had jumped into the water to catch the rope, then I was taken out of service for a little while. while they figured otu that it was gunna work then I went home took a shower and slept till I had to go back and win the boat race thing with my team.

Ropes are gay...

I can't really type to well right now cauz my fingers on my left hand are just about sliced to the bone froma rope. I'll explain 2morrow.

Gravitation Zwei!

I've been so freaking busy, 40 hours a week of work, church, developing 2 web sites, working on the REEL logo, and some how finding a little free time for myself is exausting. This week has been the busiest in a while. But I should finish up all the computer projects by the end of the week, then I can start on my fire academy training( yeah I get to gain weight and get some muscle!!) It's so sad that the only way I gain weight is by working out. I'm also going to start studying my medical terminology and paramedic books so taht I'm prepared when I start skool.

On another note, I've been tuning my spiritual sensitivity lately, I had been neglecting it for a long time. When I was younger I used to see things that scared me, that was why I was afraid of the dark. In darkness or when my eyes are closed is when I can really jump into the other realm. I've been finding that my sensitivity is not based on what I am around or what I'm doing, it's more so based on what's going on inside of me. Which is not as affected by external things as people say it is. Lately I've been looking at my disernment kinda like a six sense and have been applying as one(all the time, just like you're always using ur 5 senses.

I love rainy days...

It's been raining for the past two days and probably will continue till the weekend. I think the rain and the dull gray skies it brings is wonderful, I get so tired of the the sunshine and blue skies sometimes. Plus it matches the grays, whites, and blacks in my room. We've been working in a pent house on Hallendale Beach in the Three Islands, so the view from there is spectacular, besides all the white canadians on the beach. It's so relaxing to just sit back listening to my hard trance pumping out of my subwoofer and watch the rain create a lake in my back yard. I'm listening to Overdoes(Tony H Remix) by DJ Tomcraft, good stuff.

The flawless women?

Today while entering StarBux with Jeff I saw a chick who was just about perfect in physical features. She had high well defined cheek bones, beautiful hazel eyes that even women could get lost in, wonderfully smooth skin that was slightly tanned, perfectly flat ironed thick brown hair with a nice sheen and highlights, a well formed chin, perfectly shaped hair line, well balanced eye brows, proportioned brow line and bridge, a cute button nose, sharp jaw lines, a ectomorpheses shaped face(diamond shaped), petite neck and wonderfully shaped collar bones. She also had a perfect figure, bust, waist, buttocks, shoulders, and legs were all balanced and nicely curved. When I was done analyzing the brief glimpse I had of her(about 5 seconds total) I was shocked to realize that for the first time I had completely picked a person apart and had found no physical flaws in them. This coming from the guy who looks at magazines and criticizes the flaws in super models. I don’t do this because I think I am the most perfect person in the world, it’s more like just a habit and grudge against the system which states that super models are perfect in features(which they are not, so many of them have the same flaws we all have). It just bugs me when people say, oh this person is superior because they are a super model or they can act. But anywayz another topic for another time. After that came the usual self condemnation for being so shallow with my habit. Then I began to think, if I ever would/could date someone like that what would my actions and thoughts be like towards them. Would I be a hypocrite and think them superior to myself and everyone else, or would I become insecure about my own image in sight of their state of imperfect perfection? And the rest is just circles within circles within my head… But the answer is no, I do not believe that my security nor my viewpoints on human equality would suffer from dating a almost perfect looking chick, but I can not say for certain because I have never dated anyone like that. No pun intended to former girl friends… what is perfect anywayz, does the shape of ones jaw affect your status in human equality? I think not, although Aristotle did say that “Beauty is greater then any letter of recommendation(college degrees, certificates, etc…)”. But I think that that is only true to people who do not truly see, this world we see with our physical eyes is only a fraction of the size of the real world, the world that exist in our hearts, minds, and most importantly in the spirit. Why am I blabbering on about things everyone knows…I’m tired… good night…

Ps... all views were strictly from a physical aspect, she could've been a horrible person for all I know, but I did not bother to desern that, I wanted my Toffe Nut latte!

The painters with a lisp

I don't really know how to spell lisp, so I'm just gunna spell it lisp for now. I don't really feel like capitalizing stuff either, well besides I's. so anywayz, today at work all of us were speaking with a nice gay sounding lisp. it was hilarious, the people inside the place we were painting were prob like "omg what fagot painters" hehe. The guy from NY(the new guy painting with us) started doing it, then Brian, then me. by the end of the day we were all like "omg you do such beautiful painting hunny" "omg I like saw these shoes today and they were like so cute" hehe it made time go by faster. But we probably freaked out all the waiters and hostesses in AppleBees(we were painting the exterior). I wonder what gay frazes 2morrow will hold...

Busy Weekend Fun...

This last weeked was fun, but oh so busy... between going to the beach, youth group, watching anime, going to Tate's , hanging out at kevin's house playing pool, seeing Constantine(Which was a great movie BTW), going to church, and young adults. lol, that was all stuff I did on Sunday, well except for the beach and Tate's, and watching anime and youth group and... omg Constantine was so good, it had some great reproductions of hell and really made so many people in the theater think on life after death. Gabriel was definately my fav character in it. Kevin's house is always fun, DDR was so fun like a week ago there, but we just ate, watched a old old old video of the youth group, and played pool. omg the video was like so old, I think I was 14 in it or something. lol the old skool youth group, JG@!!@!@@!!!@!@!@ Where did you all go to, there must have been a hundred people that I hung out with back then from the group, but now you are all gone. oh almost forgot I went out for all you can eat sushi with Jaison, Sofia, my sis, and Emily. That was interesting, I had eel, octopus, fish egg(Smelt Roe). I massacared like 20,000 fish in one bite eating that fish egg stuff. hehe this was rather random and run onny. I'm dead tired so I don't know what to write about. Work has been taking up so much of my time lately and I haven't been getting to bed at a decent time. Plus my weekend wasn't very restful. Oh the stresses of life(work) I just want to retire, right now, never work again. naw, being a fire fighter/paramedic should be fun. Atleast that will keep my interest for a while.

DJ Slavick ^_^

This is one of my best friends sites, well virtual directory. It usually has some of his club mixs and pix. His name is Jeff Slavick and he's a DJ/tech dude/former fellow IRO player/really kool guy. lol

The Beach!!!

On Sat. I went to the beach with a few people, it was supposed to be alot of people but only Jose, Juan, Migel, Marcos, my sis, and me showed up. It was still alot of fun though. I read most of the time, everyone else made sand castles and dug a huge pit, which we later baried ourselves in. The sky was over cast the entire day but it never rained. Nothing extremely eventful happend either, prob cauz I just read books most of the time.




Everyone trying to get out of the pit we dug


Us barried in the pit


Jose, Casey, Marcos, and Juan


Casey starting the hole and Juan reading a manga


Digging to China


another shot of us barried